M\u00e1m sev\u0159en\u00fd srdce. K\u00e1men v krku. A d\u00edt\u011b v nemocnici. \u010clov\u011bk se m\u016f\u017ee klamn\u011b domn\u00edvat, \u017ee p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b u\u017e ho podobn\u00e1 situace nep\u0159ekvap\u00ed. Ale i kdyby m\u011bl t\u0159eba 10 kurz\u016f prvn\u00ed pomoci, tak nem\u016f\u017ee p\u0159edv\u00eddat, jak zareaguje v p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b pomoci sv\u00fdm nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00edm. Na to \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd kurz, ne\u017e \u017eivot samotn\u00fd, nep\u0159ipravuje.<\/p>\n
Je noc a j\u00e1 nesp\u00edm, p\u0159esto\u017ee posledn\u00ed t\u00fddny a m\u011bs\u00edce us\u00edn\u00e1m u\u017e hned p\u0159i listov\u00e1n\u00ed ve\u010dern\u00ed poh\u00e1dky. C\u00edt\u00edm se jak po kofeinov\u00e9 party. O\u010di doko\u0159\u00e1n. Srdce na pln\u00e9 obr\u00e1tky. T\u0159e\u0161t\u00ed mi hlava.<\/p>\n
Bylo kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 pond\u011bln\u00ed r\u00e1no jako u\u017e kupa p\u0159edchoz\u00edch. Snad je\u0161t\u011b lep\u0161\u00ed o to, \u017ee jsme se s mlad\u0161\u00edma d\u011btma p\u0159ipojily k na\u0161\u00ed \u0161kolce na divadeln\u00ed p\u0159edstaven\u00ed. Pak se ve sluncem proh\u0159\u00e1t\u00e9m jarn\u00edm odpoledni t\u011b\u0161\u00edm na 2. leto\u0161n\u00ed piknik s d\u011btmi na zahrad\u011b. Upekly jsme si bezle(pkovou) bublaninu. Je\u0161t\u011b si dojedeme pro na\u0161i nejstar\u0161\u00ed do \u0161kolky a hur\u00e1 dom\u016f.<\/p>\n
U\u017e p\u0159i odjezdu ze \u0161kolky c\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee nem\u00e1 sv\u016fj den, ale v\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee si doma odpo\u010dne a bude l\u00edp. Hur\u00e1, jsme doma. Parkuju. Hl\u00e1s\u00edm „p\u0159ist\u00e1n\u00ed“ a ot\u00e1\u010d\u00edm se z pozice \u0159idi\u010de k d\u011btem na zadn\u00edch seda\u010dk\u00e1ch. Nejstar\u0161\u00ed nereaguje. Ten strnul\u00fd pohled u\u017e zn\u00e1m. Tu\u0161\u00edm, \u017ee to nen\u00ed dobr\u00fd. Rychle odpout\u00e1v\u00e1m sebe, pak ji. Promlouv\u00e1m na n\u00ed, beru do n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed a v tu chv\u00edli odplouvaj\u00ed jej\u00ed o\u010di v sloup. Sna\u017e\u00edm se j\u00ed probrat. Nereaguje na nic.<\/p>\n
Zd\u00e1 se, \u017ee se j\u00ed obrac\u00ed \u017ealudek, tak j\u00ed rychle zved\u00e1m a p\u0159edkl\u00e1n\u00edm. To u\u017e se ale cel\u00e1 prov\u011bs\u00ed vzad. T\u011b\u017ekne. Po\u010d\u016frala se. Kdy\u017e nezvrac\u00ed a jen hojn\u011b odt\u00e9kaj\u00ed sliny, kone\u010dn\u011b mi to doch\u00e1z\u00ed. Rychle, jak poskl\u00e1dat bezvl\u00e1dn\u00fd t\u011blo do stabilizovan\u00fd polohy? Hlavn\u011b aby nezapadl jazyk? \u0160iroko daleko nikdo, kdo by mi pomohl. Jen p\u0159ihl\u00ed\u017eej\u00edc\u00ed batole a nemluvn\u011b.<\/p>\n
Modr\u00e1. Ona mi modr\u00e1 v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed! Ned\u00fdch\u00e1. Co d\u0159\u00edv? Ka\u017ed\u00e1 vte\u0159ina je te\u010f nekone\u010dn\u00e1. Hled\u00e1m mobil. Uji\u0161\u0165uju se, \u017ee 155 je ta spr\u00e1vn\u00e1 kombinace, abych neztratila cennej \u010das. Je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed 1. zazvon\u011bn\u00edm rychle o\u010dima kontroluju, \u017ee zbyl\u00e9 dv\u011b (pla\u010d\u00edc\u00ed) d\u011bti z\u016fst\u00e1vaj\u00ed p\u0159ipoutan\u00e9 v seda\u010dk\u00e1ch a nedostanou se do silnice.<\/p>\n
Klidn\u00fd hlas dispe\u010derky mi tro\u0161i\u010dku zpomaluje proud my\u0161lenek a sc\u00e9n\u00e1\u0159\u016f a umo\u017e\u0148uje mi se po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b nadechnout. U\u017e nau\u010den\u011b hl\u00e1s\u00edm inici\u00e1ly a co se d\u011bje. Z\u00e1rove\u0148 mi hlavou b\u011b\u017e\u00ed des\u00edtky dal\u0161\u00edch my\u0161lenek. Pokou\u0161\u00edm se soust\u0159edit a nepanika\u0159it. Sna\u017e\u00edm se nemyslet na nejhor\u0161\u00ed, ale po\u0159\u00e1d mi to tam leze.<\/p>\n
Tentokr\u00e1t se net\u0159ese. Jak to, \u017ee se net\u0159ese? Je to dobr\u00fd nebo \u0161patn\u00fd znamen\u00ed? Ticho. Pl\u00e1\u010d. V\u0161echno dohromady. Hlavn\u011b d\u00fdchej! Opakuju j\u00ed a vlastn\u011b i sob\u011b. Nereaguje. Neh\u00fdbe se. Sly\u0161\u00edm opravdu n\u00e1dech nebo to bylo jen p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed ho sly\u0161et?<\/p>\n
V\u00fdjezdov\u00e1 stanice RZS od n\u00e1s nen\u00ed daleko. Dispe\u010derka mi hl\u00e1s\u00ed kilometry a kone\u010dn\u011b u\u017e i metry dojezdu. Sly\u0161\u00edm sir\u00e9nu sanitky, chov\u00e1m nad\u011bji, p\u0159esto ze m\u011b t\u00edha situace nepad\u00e1. S naprostou d\u016fv\u011brou v partu \u00fapln\u011b ciz\u00edch lid\u00ed se sna\u017e\u00edme dop\u00e1trat, co se vlastn\u011b stalo. Je paradoxn\u00ed, \u017ee v \u0159\u00e1dech minut p\u0159ed\u00e1v\u00e1m to nejcenn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, co m\u00e1m, n\u011bkomu koho vid\u00edm poprv\u00e9 v \u017eivot\u011b. J\u00e1 a dal\u0161\u00ed 2 d\u011bti u\u017e se do sanitky nevejdeme.<\/p>\n
Je\u0161t\u011b te\u010f je mi t\u011b\u017eko, i kdy\u017e v\u00edm, \u017ee to u\u017e dob\u0159e dopadlo. Aspo\u0148 pro dne\u0161ek. D\u00e1l se zat\u00edm jen mno\u017e\u00ed otazn\u00edky. U\u017e m\u011b net\u00ed\u017e\u00ed, jestli jsem ud\u011blala v\u0161echno ‚spr\u00e1vn\u011b‘. V\u00edm, \u017ee jsem d\u011blala v tu chv\u00edli to nejlep\u0161\u00ed, co jsem um\u011bla.<\/p>\n
Je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d m\u00e1m k\u00e1men v krku. A d\u00edt\u011b v nemocnici. Ale srdce se mi zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm zp\u016fsobem otev\u00edr\u00e1 tomu dobr\u00e9mu, co n\u00e1s obklopuje. A nen\u00ed toho m\u00e1lo! A racio mi p\u0159ipom\u00edn\u00e1 nepl\u00fdtvat energi\u00ed na nepodstatn\u00e9. Z \u010deho mi je\u0161t\u011b v\u010dera tekly nervy, nech\u00e1v\u00e1m odplout.<\/p>\n
Dr\u017e se, hol\u010di\u010dko moje!<\/p>\n
Paradox \u010d. 2: zrovna dneska r\u00e1no jsem se t\u011b\u0161ila my\u0161lenkou, \u017ee u\u017e m\u00e1me tyto a podobn\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edhody za sebou. A bum! Nikdy nev\u00ed\u0161 dne ani hodiny.<\/p>\n
Paradox \u010d. 3: kdy\u017e podl\u00e9h\u00e1m dojmu, \u017ee nem\u00e1m odpov\u011bdi na sv\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky, v\u017edycky m\u011b p\u0159ijde n\u011bco kopnout do zadku, aby mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed je vlastn\u011b hrozn\u011b jednoduch\u00fd. Jen neb\u00fdt slep\u00fd (a mo\u017en\u00e1 se na to taky trochu vyspat).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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